I need his hug very much, i posted this sebab aku tahu dia takkan tahu dan takkan baca. He is the one yg bagi aku semangat, his words are so mean. Kawan yang paling aku sayang , gay partner, crime partner, studymate, aku takde kawan yg sama species mcm kau. Kau acts different. Tapi sekarang kita dah tak rapat mcm dulu. Kita pernah tertanya , how will us act after end of school. And we end up to be like this. It is quite disappointment for me tapi sebab dah jadi, so aku ikut flow yg kau cakap. Kau pun dah ada kawan baik yg kau boleh gather bila kau suka sedih. Kalau dgn aku, memang kau nangis and marah je. This is not an appreciation post for you but i just want you to know tht how i love our previous friendship , and im figuring how our friendship is going to be next. Aku memang perlukan hug dr kau, aku takut nak hug orang lain sebab tak sama feel dia. Kau seriously boleh rendahkan anxiety aku. Thanks mfrd